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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.

Thursday, 27 August 2009!

LAMENTED AT; 8:45 pm

I am so laid back for trials it's not funny.

It's true. and there's really nothing i can do about it. I have simply no drive.

Moral and BK are on the same day!! So to this I kiss my pendidikan moral a very goodbye and wish it all the best in the underworld. i hope i never see you again and you never show your ugly black head up here again. :)

Click for the time table!

Tuesday, 18 August 2009!

LAMENTED AT; 10:20 pm

Su-Yen Says ROAR!!

i know I've been on hiatus for yonks but my homework filled life doesn't seem to permit me to blog. =(

This morning before my driving test, I felt like shit. Even shittier than usual i might add, because my driving instructor had to tell me that people hardly pass their road without the big B word.
I was prepared to fail and while moping around my kitchen i picked up the newspapers.

I turned to the comic section and what did i see?

Sigh, this afternoon was one of the times when life seemed to be parading in front of my face flashing it's bright red underwear right at me and taunting me. Life is Ironic, yes.

BUT, before you start agreeing with me, life also has a sense of humour.

...

and that is why I PASSED!!!!!!!!

HALLELUJAH! This is despite my engine dying twice at the traffic lights. I couldn't stop muttering and mumbling to myself in the car during the parking and hill modules. I had to shut myself up because I forgot the windows were wound down and people were giving me weird looks.

I also made it a point to put on my "I'm going to die if i don't pass - my life is shit - leave me alone I am depressed" face while waiting because the driving place scares the pants off of me. I mean seriously, the people there are uber gangster looking, not to mention my bad experience at the 6 hour lecture where all the lecturer did was flirt with the malay girl in front. ish.

But yes, THANK YOU GOD. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

Some random pictures. :)

What we do in the morning at class 5C (JonY and Zwei still doing important prefects stuff)

Waiwai!!

Retarded picture but oh well.

AND OUR INTERACT FAREWELL!!

It was really so sweet of all our form 4 Interactors. I was so touched at all the effort they put in. So to all the form 4's, I know you'll do great next year, MAKE US PROUD!!

P.S: My new favorite word is roar. =)

So ends another rare but eventfull post. See ya'll!

Because every time you talk to me i can't help but smile like an idiot. Every time you stop i act like i don't care. And for all of those times I go through the roller coaster ride; and though the ride goes around in circles and I throw up, I never want to get off.

Tuesday, 4 August 2009!

LAMENTED AT; 10:29 pm

It's funny how life takes you in one direction and that

immediately jerks you back the other way.

One moment you feel like flying and the next you're in the dirt again, wondering why you have to go through what you go through and for what sake you go through it for. College applications are one thing and well, your own selfish agendas (need not be bad) are another.

If you think I'm trying to arrive at a point right here, you're wrong. Of course we all write things with hidden and metaphorical meanings, but what if you just let the thought sit and stir in your brain a bit? maybe some things don't mean to mean anything unless the time really propels you to think something of it.

back to the point I am trying not to prove. We only have one life and while most of us like spending it impressing other people, maybe we've overlooked the real goal in life - to be happy and satisfied with our time here. We do everything we do either because we're truly passionate about it, we HAVE to do it, it is a stepping stone to something greater, or we just want to prove to the world we are capable of doing something.

Maybe the capable of doing something part has something to do with confidence, in which I conclude is a worthy enough cause, but not enough to kill yourself over.

For instance, I absolutely cannot stand numbers.

But why do I put myself through it?

a) I was too stupid to drop addmaths even though i could have in the beginning
b) I want to prove to everyone I can handle it.
c) Because I want to see for myself what exactly makes it so scary for other people.

See, even for a decision I absolutely cannot understand i made, i still see so many reasons why i shouldn't have dropped it, and that's enough for me. I hate numbers but hey, some things you got to go through with because you have to. It makes you a better person, blablablablabla.

And as for me, I can't wait to move on with my life. School's somehow become a place where learning is a process and all the formalities we go through seem even more pointless than maths. Sure, you could call everything you go through which you see no point in and tough character building, but you got to draw the line somewhere.

So goes life. ;)

For now. :DDD