Hello people, My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Friday, 27 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 9:40 pm
You know what? If we taught our future generation to call a tree a table and a table a tree, a tree would still be a tree and a table a table. =D
makes sense right? I mean, They'd obviously look the same, but with a different name!
Hehee.. Genius concept i know, but Wh didn't really get it. LOL
My intellectual capabilities are growing!! I think it's the book I've been reading. It's good for me, devoid of all emotions and it's so teenager-ish. And they keep spelling moment as 'mument' for some reason. Is that some weird American slang?
Anyways, i'm starting to get very very very stressed out now. Besides my double music exam to kill myself over the next few months,there's meetings, stay-backs, events, homework, revision, tuition, and blogs to be kept. Uh, maybe not the last one lah, but still.
And I am pleased to say that I will be doing my English oral on student rights! (if any at all) because I believe in the greater good. The greater good which does not strip people of posts for choosing not to do something. But I'm just saying. (:
Happy weekend people! cheers. <3
hahahaaaaa. SSG IU tomorrow. This should be ineteresting. x)
Wednesday, 18 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 8:26 pm
Yes i did!
Yes I did quit concert! I know, sounds impossible of me to, But yeah. I just don't think blackmailing, threatening and forcing someone to join a stupid concert for the sake of numbers and money is worth it. Especially if that someone is your student. I won't go into it, but the thing is I've taken enough of this threatening crap and I don't care if they want to 'blacklist' me or not.
Because when it comes down to it, they are big Bullies with a big 'B' and lately they've been becoming even more inconsiderate and greedy than ever.
I am NOT going to be scared of an authority I can't respect. I refuse.
Damn, I could go on and on talking about this but I don't think it's worth the effort and finger movement. Sue me.
But really, who cares about their stupid posts and responsibilities if they are going to use it as chips to fire at you? You have to admit, the whole system is a litttllllee whacked up. "Ohh, yadada didn't do this, lets take her off the board!" "so-and-so did this, so lets just take away her post!""yadadada thinks this and said this, lets NEVER let her get involved ever again."Their loss I tell you. And blogs are about free expression and voicing out thoughts, So I will write whatever the hell I believe is worth writing about.And I believe we should NEVER be subject to such blackmail.
Even if you did want to blackmail us and use it against us, you could give us the time of the day to listen to us and consider what we all have to say. Technically, you're just being ignorant and old fashioned, just using your head to crash through every little problem you see. Picking out the small details and inflating them! So I am sick of it. Truthfully speaking, I'd love more than anything to be a part of everything and help with whatever I can but If you're not willing to listen to the voice of the people, why bother? I won't waste my effort, enthusiasm and time anymore. No sir.
In fact, you're even too busy picking faults that you don't see that so many of us want to help. So you just push us away and tell us we're being difficult and trying to give you a hard time. And you wonder why so many people complain. Some people hear but don't listen, but you make up your mind before you even hear. And that, is the sad reality you're living.
Sorry, I just needed to get that off my back. shall not say anymore.
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Yes i really somehow deeeeeep down inside do.
Anyways, for those of you still there, stay strong! Remember, it's only 1 month. x)
Monday, 16 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 9:13 pm
Yes, If you must know, I had a horrible day. My wallet got stolen while I was at comp class. now that's like 150 down the drain. I don't understand lah. of ALL the days to not listen to myself when i told myself in the morning to take EVERYTHING out. =.= geese.
So here's to the little thief, hope you trip down the stairs, break your leg, get struck by lightning and choke to death on a battery. Don't ask me how the battery got in your mouth, you should know.
I know, I shouldn't be Cursing! And yes, I'll obey the positive energy rule thing. starting tomorrow. :p Sighh.. I guess I'm just annoyed at myself lah. can't help it.
But what gets me is that today's suppose to be a pretty good day.But somehow i managed to screw it up for myself. which adds to my annoyance a lot.
My heart is drenched in wine But you'll be on my mind Forever
Out across the endless sea I would die in ecstasy But I'll be a bag of bones Driving down the road alone
Randomness. (: hugs.
Sunday, 15 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 4:59 pm
Among other Things
Thing about you is you know just how to get me You talk about us like there’s no end in sight The thing about me is that i really want to let you Open that door and walk into my life
Move in a little closer Take it to a whisper Just a little louder
Say it again for me Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m The only one who blows your mind Say it again for me It’s like the whole world stops to listen When you tell me you’re in love
mmmhmm. yup, its just me being random! :D tralalalalalalala.
Sunday, 8 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 1:30 pm
One last breath of Fresh Air.
School starts tomorrow! ugh, I have not been anticipating it, and technically, I'm not looking forward to it too. Results! =(
Anyways, the holidays have been wonderful! I actually managed to do a Disney Marathon thing with WH, Gene and Lili. My Disney foggies. Even though we did only watch Dumbo, after which we got bored and retired to my room to stone. ;D yuup, good ol' times.
And we learned a few things within a few hours.
a) There is not enough dirt between three single people in a room. (someone attached otta be fun to get details from. ;P)
b) Lili and Dumbo have similarities! Big ears are good, no wonder she's so smart!
c) My room is an awesome make-out place. HAAH, i know right? I'll charge for people to use my room next time. xD
Add that to my ways to get income in the future, Including cutting people's hair and giving masages, and writting theories. THEORIES. x)
It was small but really fun, call it the first of many of 4C bonding in the future. :D A new perspective to everything, since well, So many things have changed this year. No matter, you'll hear me and wh singing out of tune on monday for sure! One of the highlights of my otherwise mundane life at school.
We found one of the seven dwarfs!
Wh and the guitar I've never used. x)
I love this pic. =D
Lilipede and her little cube of fun.
And after that was Sam Sito's party. HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16th SAM SITO! :D
And the day after was Hannah's sleepover thing at PNB Darby Park Hotel, which was an even bigger blasts. We got the apartment unit so it was complete with a kitchen which came with a microwave to make popcorn and melt mars bars and a fridge to store icecream! :D
After all, you CAN do a lot of stuff with a room full of progesterone and Oestrogen. It was a fun filled day with 9 girls and a big city.
It was initially lunch at klcc but I couldn't make it cause of my stupid replacement music class, anyways, I showed up late and the girls had already gone swimming. Bummer. But it turns out there was something bigger in the boils when I got there. Got just a little suspicious with the request to bring 'a shirt I did not need'.
In other words, we were all made up and forced to wear clothes which were so incredibly ridiculous complete with feather boas for some of us and huge signs we had to wear which were either,
I WAS A HAIRY BABY SAVE THE TREES, sign me I'M GETTING MARRIED NEXT WEEK IT'S MY BIRTHDAY MY BOYFRIEND DUMPED ME LAST WEEK I THINK GIRLS ARE HOT I DON'T SPEAK ENGLISH ME WANT FOOD I'M YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE
Jo, Trish, Hannah, YouLi, Sandra, Sue Ann, XiaoYun and Eli. Guess who had what sign!
Yuup, and I wore this big baggy shirt and another green top on top of it. And my challenge for the whole night was to get at least 10 male signatures on it. LOL, by far, the most outrageous thing I've done in my life. Because you know, I'm the safest person you'll probably meet.
Too bad they sort of halau-ed us out of Pavilion though. xD That was so retarded lah, they said we were protesting. HOW IS SAVING THE TREES protesting!?!?!?!Geese. But then again, it is Malaysia. And even though they said we could do whatever as long as we took off the signs, the security people in black still kept following us. what's the point right? ._.
More later. Which brings me to saying...
HAPPY SWEET 16th HANNAH. :D
May you always be the sun and make-up artist in our lives. (: loveey you.
Anyways, will post more about it when I get more pictures. Till then!
Wednesday, 4 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 12:10 pm
And this is why.
This is why as much as I would love to read more books, I just can't. Simply because I have emo issues whenever I read. And it doesn't even have to be the stupid love novel! Whatever I read will make me sad. it's the feeling of utter attachment to the books you read that you become the character or imagine every single detail so vividly in your mind that you are like a fuzzy shadow following the characters around. Not seen and not heard, sort of like the ghost of Christmas past present and future.
This problem has affected me so much that I've even decided to come up with a name for this disease. I'll call it, deep-reading-syndrome (DRS). Right next to my other made up disease, Over Achiever Kiasu Syndrome or better known in my earlier posts as (OAK) .
One day, I'll come up with a big book of theologies titled, 'Theologies of the mind and made up disorders'. Yes, I shall be a very famous person! I'll go around the world and autograph my theological books. Then, i'll have cures to them too! But this I can't promise cause I have to solve them myself first (not gonna happen). bummer eh?
Anyways, i love 'Love meg'. Though, it makes me sad. Like I said, I hardly really read normal novels about people but I was desperate to find reading material and the holidays just stir up an appetite for reading. (: Sort of a warm and fuzzy book of course, and definitely a must read!
So the only way I can think of the combat the whole DRS thing is to read emotionless factual books. Garh, hard stuff to digest but interesting enough to read. ;D Carl Sagan has an awesome insight to the universe thing in his book titled 'Cosmos'. Theories and facts about the universe that makes you feel ever so tiny and small.
And though the book might strike off religions, it's not like I'm believing totally in it, it's just a new POV towards the world. Everyone deserves their own believes and plus, I still believe that no matter what small tiny particle or atom created the universe, SOMEONE great and all knowing must have created such an atom to begin with. Things don't just pop up of no where you know?
And reading this book will make you feel less self centered all the time. Because at the end of the day, we are tiny little specs in the huge universe. "Look beyond the space between space" As Indiana Jones put it simply.
And guess what, It's even a dvd! man i love documentaries. :D I haven't exactly watched it yet, but credits go to youtube. and the intro's good enough for me.
Sagan believed that the Drake equation suggested that a large number of extraterrestrial civilizations would form, but that the lack of evidence of such civilizations suggests technological civilizations tend to destroy themselves rather quickly. This stimulated his interest in identifying and publicizing ways that humanity could destroy itself, with the hope of avoiding such a cataclysm and eventually becoming a spacefaring species. HAH, told ya global warming will be the death of us.
Vocab. Yeah, I didn't unerstand most of it either. =P
an equation that estimates the number of Extraterrestrial civilizations in our galaxy with which we might come in contact.
The cataclysm is the Greek expression for the Biblical Great Flood of Noah, from the Greek kataklysmos, to 'wash down' ('kluzein' wash - 'kata' down'). The modern usage of cataclysm is mostly confined to geological phenomena of high significance such as the destruction of Pompeii, the Indian Ocean Earthquake, etc.
In a nutshell, big geological events or disasters.
Interesting ehy? LOL, I don't know about you, but i thought so. Whatever, I like it so you have to hear about it. heee. :D
Till next time my fellow intellects!
Monday, 2 June 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 11:58 am
Feels like forever!
I know i know, I did promise to blog way earlier, but the thing is, theres been so many things! And just too many things to pick and choose from to blog about. but yeah, I fail you not! I'm here, aren't I? (:
So these holidays have been one of the best ever. Well, mainly cause there's more freedom this year, and I mean that literally. My darling parents have learnt to let go a little, so I am pretty much free to go out if they say yes, which is usually. :D Could be the benefits of being older I guess, so I ain't complaining!
Feels like just yesterday my mum actually followed me up to Mv to make sure I had a movie planned. I was so in deep crap when she found out we didn't and I think that pretty much scared everyone around. HAHAA. good ol' times.NOT
I've not gotten pictures for anywhere, So i guess I'll have to resort to stealing from other people's blogs. (: sorry guys, credit goes to Jo and Xyun.
So birthday shoutouts! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN LIM!!!!
unfortunately, I have no picture with him now so you'll just have to imagine. I can already see his big bright eyes and wide smile. As he gives you his famous lansi look which gives you stitches from laughing. :D
and also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH KENG YEE!
Not really a recent picture of her, cause I realized we haven't camwhored in a long time! Love you my first friend and orientation buddy with the straight black hair. I'll always remember the devastating time we got seperated by Cecilia for talking too much. o_o heart pain man.
Nyehhehh, now I'm getting lazy to blog! So picturess!
The Mirrors of vain-ness. x)
Now i'm really lazy, will consider blogging later. till then, BYEEE!