Hello people, My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Tuesday, 31 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:28 pm
I need like a blanket, and a fluffy pillow.
I'm stressed. yup, deffinately. I don't even want to attempt to count the days till trials because it'll just be too painful.l All i know is I have to stick to my one-chapter-a-day rule, or else I'll never be able to finish my syllabus.
I got tagged my miss maskin. =)
a) PURPLE are the statements that are true to you. b) Red the statements that you WISH are true. c) Then, tag 5 people to do the same test..
1) I miss somebody right now. 2) I do not watch tv these days. 3) I wear glasses or contact lenses. 4) I love to play video games. 5) I have tried marijuana. 6) I have been in a threesome. 7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy. 8) I have changed mentally over the last year. 9) I curse. seldom. =P 10) I’m totally smart. 11) I’ve broken someone’s bones. 12) I’m paranoid sometimes. 13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. 14) I need money right now. 15) I love sushi. 16) I talk really, really fast. 17) I have long hair 18) I have lost money in Las Vegas. 19) I have at least one sibling. 20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. 21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. 22) I like the way I look. 23) I am usually pessimistic. 24) I have a lot of mood swings. 25)I have a hidden talent. 26) I’m always hyper. 27) I have a lot of friends. 28) I have pecked someone of the same sex. 29) I enjoy talking on the phone. 30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. 31) I love to shop. 32) Enjoy window shopping. 33) I would rather shop than eat. 34)I don't hate anyone 35) I’m a pretty good dancer. 36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. 37) I have a cell phone. 38) I believe in God. 39) I am an adrenaline junkie. 40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. 41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. 42) I’ve rejected someone before. 43) I want to have children in the future. 44) I have changed a diaper before. 45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. 46) I’m not allergic to anything. 47) I have a lot to learn. 48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex. 49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. 50) I have tried alcohol before. 51) I own the South Park movie. 52) I would die for my best friend. uh, sorry lah, i'm more important. XD 53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career. 55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. 56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. 57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. 58) I am happy at this moment! 59) I’m obsessed with girls. 60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. 61) I study for tests most of the time. 62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. 63) I have more than just my ears pierced. 64) I walk barefoot wherever I can. 65) I have jumped off a bridge. Does walking on one count? =p 66) I love sea turtles. 67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup. 68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream. 69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument. 70) I hate office jobs. 71) I love sci-fi movies. 72) I think water rules. 73) I went college out of state. 74) I like sausages. 75) I love kisses. never tried, but oh well. =P 76) I fall for the worst people. not entirely true. =) 77) I adore bright colours. 78) I can’t live without black eyeliner. 79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. 80) I usually like covers better than originals. 81) I can pick up things with my toes. 82) I can whistle. 83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither. 84) I have ridden/owned a horse. 85) I still have every journal I’ve written in. 86) I can’t stick to a diet. But who needs diets? 87) I talk in my sleep. 88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. 89) I have jazz in my blood. 90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. 91)I wear a toe ring. when i feel like it 92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. 93) I am a caffeine junkie. 94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. 95) I have been to over 15 conventions. 96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better. 97) I’m an artist. 98) I only clean my room when necessary. 99) I like a person of the same sex. sheah! love my babes. =D 100)I love being happy.
our malaysian football sucks.
Friday, 27 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 10:56 pm
These pass few days have been rushes to finish off our school syllabus, yes, as you may have read my past post, TRIALS ARE COMING.
But in the mad rush and 'studying', (there are many definitions bytheway. =P) call me a nerd, but I think the universe/galaxy chapter in science is the bomb man! HAH, can you imagine? i can't! The universe is so huge!
The earth is so huge. It already makes us feel like little bacteria on a biiig basketball.
Just imagine, the sun is like 100 times the size of the earth. There are other suns (stars) which are 100 times the size of the sun! Doesn't that already make earth so puny?
and when those suns die, they expand some more and can go up to 500 times the size of our sun!
They eventually die, and become massive black holes which are like super dense, and can even swallow up light. imagine switch on a torchlight and all the light getting sucked in literally into this giant mass of uh, hole!(assuming the torchlight and you don't get sucked in first of course)
But what i would really like as I was telling my hyper friend SueAnn this afternoon, is to actually get sucked into one. I'm a freak i know, but would it not be so cool??
Maybe it would be like a giant rolar coaster. (gosh, hate those things. -.-")
A never ending pit of nothingness?
i'll ask God if i get to heaven. :) I'm pretty sure he'll let me try it out.
In comparisson, the sun and other stars are already so huge, how about a galaxy?
Galaxy: an assembly of millions of stars outer space.
and there are billions and millions of Galaxies in the universe!
So with all that to phantom, what makes you think our universe is the only one around? scary isn't it? o.o
how bout the little pieces of bacteria floating around? we can't even see them, think of how they compare to the universe. We're probably like them amidst all that space.
And and and, i bet we can't even tell if we're upside down or rightside up if we float around in space. for all we know, we're all upside down now.
i have now a new respect for britney Spears and Christina Aguilera.
i watched a documentary on the mickey mouse club on E news today. And i now know that Christina, Britney spears and Justin Timberlake were from the same music show! They came in the later batch, but the fact is their doing so much better than alot of the main members.
Imagine Christina and her vocals now. imagine the same voice, but in a twelve year old's body! now that's her.
Still the same screaming Christina, but then again. She screams in tune. And that's hot. =D
Tuesday, 24 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:46 pm
say it with me!
222 DAYS TILL TRIAL!!!
now everyone, start freaking out. YES YOU!
But everyone's probably attempting to study anyway, seeing as my contact list is now almost completely free of people the age of 15.
mm-hmm, this also explains my abandoned blog. hey, Im prioritising, so i'm just here to warn ya'll that i probably won't update for a looooong time. sigh*
And a very important announcement!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY GRACIE LAA! (22nd July) -always and forever my purple buddy who shares the same aspiration as me to be a boobless, buttless stick. Love you to bits!
Our concert is over, and i'll post pictures when and if i get pictures from joolee. =)
Till then Im stuck staring at books. now that's the life. XD
I swear i dont!
I smile, because i can. : ) is that so hard to believe?
Monday, 16 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:07 pm
Who makes magic?
Wemake our own.
-Whatcha waiting for?
LAMENTED AT; 7:48 am
Yah, so back again. We finished our new life course at church yesterday! Although i went for the last class, I still cannot graduate. I've skipped quite a bit of lessons so they have to be replaced. Mean time, we are learning smile, which is sorta like a way to talk to strangers and tell them about Jesus. : )
it stands for,
Scan Move Intro Linger Exit
in a nutshell, all it's about is to share your testimony with people, and hopefully get them to except christ. So yah lah, But honestly in M'sia, i don't think it's going to be that effective. We're all too paranoid about who talks to us. picture this.
imagine this weird girl/guy is staring at you from the other end of the mall. you see the person approaching you, and in the end introduces himself/herself. Then the person starts asking questions and talking to you. what would your thoughts be?
either "what's her/his problem?"
or "I need to get outa here."
worse, "i know i put my pepper spray somewhere in here..."
I mean, honestly speaking, unless you've saved the person in a life threatening situation and he owes it to you, he isn't going to give you that time of the day. But anyways, that's what our church will be trying to do soon. good luck to us! :D
I've also just realised how much I've grown since taking church seriously. P.s Victor asked us to write our personal testimony yesterday. (which is like your life story about how you were before and after becoming a believer.) I pondered for a while, then wrote, I was suprised at how easily it came. and yeah, i did get emotional about it.
I mean, I didn't cry buckets, but I was tearing. And the weirdest thing is, I didn't even know why! I had no reason to be sad or emo. It's just that my life has been full of so many insecurities, I can hardly explain. It's so full of fears that sometimes i feel like chucking my brain out the window. And yeah, every since knowing Jesus, i've learned to care less, and even love myself for me.
And we've always heard this common phrase."if people don't like you for who you are, they aren't worth knowing," But the fact is, we can't help but care sometimes. i've been through that whole loop time and time again, and in the end, had to find out the hard way that it was true. I've always wanted to please everyone. But why waste energy over something impossible to achieve?
Saturday, 14 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:17 pm
i've come up with a list of things i want to do before i die. (in random order of course. :D)
kiss in the rain
walk along a beach at night
buy something really really expensive for no good reason
Eat a whole bar of chocolate and not feel bad
stare into someone's eyes.
stay over night in a hospital
kiss a celebrity
give a speech
roll down a hill full of flowers
go from one place to another alone
perform a piano solo
have a really really deep conversation with someone
achieve flawless skin. (sheaah riggghhhttt.. XD)
So random? sheah. you bet. =p but have you ever thought of things you want to do before you die? They might not be good things, but are things we would like to try in some point of life.
So watcha waiting for? lets all go rob a bank. nonono kidding. =D
We all change over a course of time. but the question is, what change happens? are they for the better, or worse? It's just a string of questions which you will never know the answer to till the outcome.
So yeah, there's some food for thought for ya. =) It's hard to find people who have the time to listen to your random thoughts. Sometimes that's all you need you know? Someone who'd listen to you and not judge you by what you say.
quote of the day. =D (warning, the following paragraphs may be unsuitable for children below puberty. )
"Timothy is such a hopeless romantic." -grace
"No! the best way to kiss a girl is to dip her down in your arms, stare at her eyes, and kiss her."
"But you can't hold her for long, she'll fall right after you do that."
"yalah, that's why you do it near soemthing soft, so you'll be in the perfect position."
I say it again, isn't tim such a hopeless romantic? =P do we not all agree? hheeee f you were in 3K today, you'd know why. but you should hearTimTai's version of hot love-making. Xp
Tim: did you know that girls are 3 times hornier than guys in bed?
all: HAHA, yeah meh? 0.0
Tim: Yesyes! serious, you see... The neck is where all the sensory cells are. so yeah, it usually goes like this. The guy will ask the girl to his house. And then at the end, she'll have to go. So she says she has to go, and the guy will say "waiit!" But before you know it he kisses her, she pushes him away. Then he tries her neck, and she says "aiyoo, don't lahh..." and pushes him away again. Then he tries is one last time, and this time, she'll moan and be like wth! and yeah, you know. :P
To die for. HAHAHA
Wednesday, 11 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 11:27 am
New and revised.
My lips are cracking, and there's nothing i can do about it. =(
Oh just screw it, i can't even open my mouth wide enough to eat a burger. And andand, the stupidheat is making my lips swollen and red. grrr. as if it's not retarded gold fish looking enough.
and yes, that is the reason why i have been smudging lip balm on my lips every hour. okay, well almost, when i remember.
There was concert practice today, and most of the girls ran around with eyeliner on. at the end of the day, it looked like we were emo and had just finished crying our eyes out. Thus, indicated the smudges. =p
and for memories of my pigtails...=) They aren't returning anytime soon.
Ah, and i've a new found respect for people who live in high society (pretty people) who wear heels all the time. MAN, after dancing with these boots, my feet are going to be thankful for every waking moment their onflat ground.
And even more random things...
Guess what?! I've found my parachute pants. =D They were stuffed in my sock cupboard, and so i decided to revive them.
haha, yes, they are comfy. ^^
And since we're at it, pictures of what i wore to the dinner thingy. I love the dress. thank goodness for a mummy with taste that isn't half bad. =)
i like the shiny button thingies.
Yeheh, enough self shots for today. =X
Tuesday, 10 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 9:44 am
HAPPY VERYBELATEDBIRTHDAYJOSH CHAN! he's climbed mount Kinabalu and came back with all his limbs in place. =) And when he's not climbing mountains, he's in class as always, making sejarah (& many other subjects) bareable.
whoa! i feel like i haven't touched my blog in years. T.T
Well, can't blame me, i haven't been on the comp for a while anyways.
So finally i have stuff to blog about, its been a long and stressfull week, So yeah, no comment for that. ;)
HAPPY BELATEDNICK LIM!=D the great guy whose always there to hear my rants. ^-^
Nick had a small dinner party thing at I-Thai which happens to be near some deserted mall in pj.(name currently forgotten) Out of all the shops, only I-Thai and Picadilly's doing well. It was really fun, and yeah, the food rocked! the tou fu was yummiest, the fried chicken was the bomb, the beef was tender and the veggies were wonderful! all the makings of a great restaurant.
Kate also said that it was a hot spot for a college near by, and so got to see the occasional hot guy.
So i shall post pictures. ;)
Oh yeah, that is after i've got them from kate and nick. ^^ so later lah, You'll just have to come back to my blog i guess. =D
And i now name last Sunday, 8th of July, WMS day. why?
On the way to maths tuition in the morning, I saw mrs Lim! which happens to be our line dancing teacher.
After an innocent enough jog with my dad at the lake gardens, he decides to play tennis. And low and behold, i see Jon lourdes, Sanjay, and jenq yan. (ahk, spelling? T.T) well, yeah, i felt pretty noob, because i hardly and never play! except for lessons.
And at night at a wedding dinner, I see an even more familiar face, after a bit of staring at each other, I realise it's Pui May! whoa. amazing how small the world is. She's the bride's cousin. and well, my mum's the bride's cousin. So does that make us related? i've given up trying to count relatives, so you do the math. ;)
And half way through the dinner my grandma scared us all by almost fainting. I was so scared man. And she's been quite ill ever since. she didn't faint, but almost did in the toilet, and had to be wheeled out of the hotel to the hospital in a wheel chair.
to tell you the truth, I am worried about her. I mean, she lives with me, you have no idea how scary it is not seeing someone you see everyday in your house. She's not back from the hospital yet. so please pray for her, i'd really appreciate it. :]
Yeah, pictures some other time. The party mostly. ^-^
Oh yeah, I skipped almost the whole day today redoing some stuff for my kh thing. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that the kementerian people won't minus and marks. =X gah. It sarks i tell you, now i know how the chosen aural people felt.
Thursday, 5 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:07 pm
Lyk uh, snap.
I got reminded today that half the population of girls in class have already their dearly beloveds. ;p hee, just an observation... =D So I have came up with a list of why all the single people should not go into despo mode.
Tell yourself, you are too good for everyone else. :p
Because you can always brag about how many guys/girls you've flirted with to your taken friends.
Because you don't have to watch 'attequite'
It's safe to drool!
It's safe to gawk!
It ain't a distraction
One is a better number than two
No cell phone beeps in the middle of a sticky situation.
Ice cream tastes better with one tongue.
you don't have to fork out money for birthday presents
Because the perfect guy/girl is still lurking aroundsomewhere out there over the rainbow under a bridge and through a tunnel bolted and chained.
Sometimes i wonder how i got this lifeless? :p
I found some old pictures of yours sincerely.
whoa, even I don't recognise me. >.<
I'ts scary how we've all changed over time.
Wednesday, 4 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:32 pm
I want to skinnydip swim in a pool full of cotton candy.
Yeah man, and I'm in a bad mood for no apparant reason. Some people should have their pride chopped up, minced and fed to the sharks. Gah, I ain't talking to you anymore.
Monday, 2 July 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:43 pm
I'm back and still alive.
So now, I would like to take the opportunity to thank the blood and fluids in my body which help transport food to the rest of my body. Than you Carbs for the wonderful work you're doing, and i'm ever so sorry for hating you for coagulating intofatsometimes. =) you know i love you!
"Omygawd, i can feel my stomach now!"
-Goh Sue Ann
thus the words of the genius when we broke fast.
And yeah, I did get indigestion after eating all that fast food. It's bad to eat junk food when breaking fast yo!ahh, I'm starting to sound like xiaoyun. :p
The best highlight of the famine, bonding with people at night, sometimes we might have our disagreements and stuff, but we're all still human and we still love each other to bits despite stepping on each other's heads. X)
But hey! the fact that we can talk about it, it means we've already forgiven each other. That should bt the most important thing in life. quote from step ahead express addition, "Constructive Criticism!"
And while we chatted the night away, I just wanna say sorry for all the people we kept awake. I know we were a huge pain. >.< I give you permission to keep me awake if we should ever be in the same room again.
I love you people to bits! =)
SueAnn the buddiest buddy XiaoYun the deep Jo the understanding Cheng Yee the hot KengYee the humour Grace the dignified Sam the experienced Trish the energy