My name is Su-Yen
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Saturday, 29 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 2:36 pm
I shall save all of you the pain
Okay, so i actually sat down for a good half an hour to blog about the imperfections of society. But I decided not to post it after a while cause it scared the hell out of me. Kind of like the inconvinient truth (for those of you who have watched it.)Note to self: Shall change mind and decide to post it. but in due course, I still live in a world where people don't get hauled into white vans while walking to night markets. enough said.
AHH gosh, I cannot WAIT
till the stupid exams are gone and over. I can't wait till i can safely throw away all my text books without any guilt. Which reminds me, anyone interested in my refference books, note books and textbooks? before i rip them into shreds and throw them into a furnace.
Anyway, i got tagged by Grace
! or whom MarkW
. calls i quote "Graaacciieeelaaalalalalallalala
1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.
My perfect lover
yay! I can't wait.
call me love sick lah.
- Someone who'd laugh with me, eventhough it's something stupid.
- Someone I can talk to. (the mushie stuff being optional)
- Someone everyone gets along with
- A gentleman at heart
- A killer smile
- Someone who understands
- He loves me for me and all my other
horrible habbits. >=)
Yeah anyway, I've run out of things to blog about, these few days I mean. Not like my life's any more interesting, not like Im emo or anything. I guess its the study fever lah, it's like a mood killer. It doesn't make you feel any pain, but then again, you don't feel happy either.
Monday, 17 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 9:37 pm
And you thought I forgot
One fine day, Josh
alone or Tim
alone decided to impress us with his poetic skills by conteng-ing on my notebook. I couldn't stop laughing after finishing it. :p Aiya, i gave up guessing who wrote the poem so I'll just credit both of them for it.
A silhouette you stand in the gleaming moon,
Your skin like milk and honey from a spoon,
you carry your bossom on your bronze plated chest,
Your body like a smooth slender beautiful crest,
As your head turned, our eyes gelled at once,
it pierced my sight and melted my soul,
My heart skipped, this feeling I could not tell,
Are you and angel my dear, from heaven did you fell?
My name is Joshua, you really are a sight,
OH JOSHUA YOU ARE MY RADIANT KNIGHT!
I honestly think its really good, (in a very narcicistic sort of way) but oh well, good is good. =p maybe something good did come out of english class after all...
gosh, im updating more than i update without exams. O.O"
Sunday, 16 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 2:44 pm
Every so often, a conversation starts of like this.
"ehy, you started studying ah? I bet you have. -.-""
"OOh, yeahh, ahaha.. A bit lahh. *nervous smile*uh, actually! not really lah! very lazy. HAHA"
well, i'm here to prove to you that these words i say to you are true. Why arhh, this girl got nothing better to do than to make background for her blog. Somemore so close to exams liao! Paiseh. Sumore take dunno how long? to draw leh, find pictures leh, 1, 2, 3 hours also not enough lah! ga here ga there, sure alot of time!
lols, so i rest my case. =)
happy studying have a nice day, everyone!
Friday, 14 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 1:32 pm
AHH, its the attack of the cute emo monster
This little thing and i need each other- so much
and I mean this both literally and as a metaphore. xx
catch ya l8er.I honestly don't know what to think about anymore. I don't know which person to trust, and which person not to. It's like I know the answers at the back of my head but i don't want to believe it. Geese, I guess im just dissapointed in some people- for serious lack of judgement. I don't want to change the way I act or I am, but i guess I'll have to try, since its making you think that way. But it just isn't going to be me if i do, and i can't deny it.
And no i don't want to avoid you, i really don't but if you can say stuff like that i'd rather not take my chances and drown my dignity in your pride. Oh no, we wouldn't want that now would we?
and you think I don't suspect so, I guess you're just like him waiting to rebound on someone. Geese, why the heck should i care so much in the first place? XD
Thursday, 13 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:59 pm
When Reality Hits you like a big brick wall.
What would you do? go ouch? or would you keep going and hit yourself over and over again on the wall. or maybe you'd find a way over it, or give up all together. The fact is, reality is still there ready to keep you grounded.
I've been blog hopping again.. *lalala, look away*
and as lame as that sounds that's the only reason why I'm blogging. Yes, i feel uhh, a bit motivated
I feeling lonely
yet again, because well.. as i said earlier theres no one but my textbooks and grandma to talk to. And sadly neither of them are really desirable. =P
And then I can't help but feel like I've missed the last 2 years of my life.
O.O they just went swoosh
, away. I find it so hard to believe that we used to freak out on form 1 sejarah!!!! *GASP*
though I'll admit that some chapters are absolutely stupifying,the rest are okay, so don't you dare complain! =.="Today i turned red
. LOL, i promised myself i would never run around or stay in the sun for too long, and today i broke it. whoppee
. XD So you see, i do have a reason for not running around!
because everyone pointing fingers at my red face is bad enough. HAHAHA. Don't worry, i'm quite used to it. lols
I've refrained but i just have to say it,
I'm not stupid and I know just what your going at.
I'm dumb, not stupid.
And so I quote from Paris Hilton
"people assume I'm stupid, but I'm actually not. It's fun watching what people do because they think you don't know..."
Monday, 10 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 1:35 pm
it's that time of month again, (No! not that one)
The one where the 15 year old bloggersphere dies
temporarily and later (hopefully)
Because no one's attempting or probably too busy digging their faces in text books
to update, I got bored of waiting for people to update, and so here I am. =D
If you were waiting for some juicy gossip
or something you haven't heard in a long time, i'm sorry but i might just let you down. =(
i am thus here to give you updates on my life, no matter how sad that sounds.
I almost cried my eyes out yesterday, (okay, a bit of exaguration but nevermind, =P)
because my parents left for Spain.Talk about adding to the loneliness here. =( Now only my grandma
are here. I really really hope we don't eat each other alive.
I honestly love my grandma but she breathes down my neck even more than my parents. =O
I'll keep you posted if one of my limbs goes missing. =P
So to comfort myself on the departure of my parents,
i am going to have an alcohol, sugar, coffee, and pasta party! whooppeee! And and and, if Im lucky, I should be able to sneak a few guys over. heh heh heh.. Soo you better start sucking up to me if you wanna be on the invitation list. *evil grin* *cough* I am going to be a good girl and study hard. ^^
And yeah, i managed to write a song today, but I still haven't figured out the chords for it. It's amazing, it just... came. and readily it came in C major. Pheww, i hope i manage to finish though, cause I know i always leave things half done. *slaps self*
Oh joy, tomorrow's the stupid Taman Negara eco-leadership camp closing ceremony. Its so stupid, cause they've dragged the ceremony till now, which means it hasn't exactly closed yet. T.T But ahh well, just get it over and done with. Thanks Lionel
the project work!Damn, i was gonna upload some randome pictures, but stupid blogger won't let me. Oh well, perhaps next time!
Sunday, 2 September 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 1:10 pm
first and foremost,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOYUN HONAY!
I love you lots and lots and lots, thanks for being there for me, sharing your sandwitches and also the nice kisses on the cheek. =) muah B2
! may you always be yourself and everyone love you for who you are.
And i guess since it's also our country's independance day minus 50 years,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!!HAHA
, okay lah.. i'm blogging on Merdeka day
Which earlier already stated was XiaoYun's real birthday. She's merdeka birthday. i told her to just scratch the merdeka off the banners and replace them with happy birthday xiaoyun. I think she'd have one hell of a birthday party for her every year. Eh, not bad okay, even the govournment declares a public holiday for her birthday, thats how special it is. ^^XiaoYun
and I went to klcc
yesterday before going to XiaoYun's
. Everyone went bra shopping, Excluding poor Ian
"Ate everything and saw everything I can possibly eat and see here"
while we were bra shopping and la Senza's
, but really kesian-ed him lah, eli
called him in cause he looked so sad outside, and poor guy just looked so lost. All this happened while everyone was digging through a pile of thongs. x)
But my Gawd, I have to say La senza has the best fitting underwear ever. xD And it was all on SALE!!!! it was a 3 for rm180
. Which in normal standards is quite dirt cheap for designer underwear. ^^
...and now for something super random.
I used to think DawnYang
was really relaly pretty (despite face reconstruction)
But now i think she's just so scary!!! I mean freaky scary. Like pontianak. no offence to her, its probably the lighting. Just go look! it's like... she's a ghost, witht her long hair and huge eyes. Its even freakier when she tilts her head sideways and smiles. O.O Kind of like that ghost that appears only in photos right behind you.............
At first i didn't want to put a picture up, cause it kind of creeps me out, but anything for you dear readers. : )
look closely.. now doesn't she just remind you of...........
nevermind, i say no more.
if your not convinced, here's the link! dawnyang.comOh, and this post was due yesterday, but my merdeka party sorta cut things short. X)