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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.

It's times like these you realize who your real friends are. The ones who actually talk to you because they think you're a great person and not just cause' they have ulterior motives. My whole life I've been a people pleaser and that has been my mistake.I tell people so many times to not feel bad and not feel sorry for themselves. I tell them to get up and move on, to ignore the things happening around them and put on a smile. It always seems so easy, so simple. Like knowing exactly what to do but not being able to do it myself.

In a world where everything is disguised and where we all think that we are always right, it's no wonder we all have pride, ego and self-righteousness. I try and i try, I remind myself everyday that I shouldn't be like that. I should walk the talk and try to stay on the narrow path. I put faith in situations when i know I'll be let down. I trust people I know I shouldn't. I hurt easily though it doesn't seem like it. I hate being tossed around and discarded when and as you like, like I'm a flame you can direct back and forth, light and relight.

I'm sorry if you all feel that way, but I want to. And if you think you are above everything, please go get a life and don't bother even talking to me in the first place. Don't judge me and make assumptions about my life and how I feel when you don't know a single thing about me to begin with.

Stop being high and mighty and above yourselves and tell me what i should or should not be doing. There is nothing wrong with the person and I respect him for being the person he is. He doesn't pretend to be someone he's not and he's no pushover even though you think you can push him around. Maybe you should try it some time.

& despite what you may think, I am NOT trying to prove a point. I am NOT being all noble and charitable. I am NOT that nice and so you should get off my case and accept it.

Maybe it's time we all think about ourselves and pull ourselves back down to Earth. Then maybe we'd realize what monsters we've really become- how nowadays we find joy in belittling someone and self proclaiming ourselves better than everyone else.

And as for some of you around me, stop pretending you know me. Stop pretending you like me. Stop assuming you know what goes on in my mind and pretending you know what i'm talking about. If you really wanted to get to know me, you'd put some genuine effort into it. & if you have already been trying; you should know i can smell a rat a mile away.