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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Monday, 29 June 2009!
LAMENTED AT; 7:46 pm
I never thought I'd see the day when I get sick of colours.
Currently scouting for a new blogskin because my current one is too colourful and happy. I know there's always tomorrow but the world doesn't always have to be so colourful all the time, no?
And its so hard finding a skin. They're either too tiny, too black, or to loud. Why can't they have soothing skins which don't give people a head ache to look at? And this is when i start wishing i could understand html and had photoshop. x)
Is it so wrong to trust in people, even though you know that they're stepping all over you? is it wrong to know that it's happening but you just don't want to do anything about it? It might not seem like alot, but it all adds up.Sometimes i just want to scream and pull my hair out. And when everyone looks at me waiting for an explanation, I just want to die because I can't find the words that explain what I'm feeling. I just can't and it bothers me. So what bothers me? I DON'T KNOW.
I want to run away.
Sunday, 28 June 2009!
LAMENTED AT; 8:56 am
Bad days.I woke up at 7.30 for no reason. Gosh, you would think the parents would tell you when they decide not to go for 8.30 service. -.- Now my afternoon in more or less gone because the 11.00 one tends to drag and there are more people. ANND I am behind 2 hours of sleep. Greaaat.
This year's been moving too slowly for my liking. way to mammothly slow. So freaking slow that sometimes i wish i could have a remote control that could fast forward me into the future. What ever happened to getting on with life and doing something we love doing?
The documentary on Friday was also shit depressing. When i thought I couldn't feel worse about global warming, someone had to tell me that there's a premonition that the world would end in the year 2012. GREAT. I'm going to die at twenty and have wasted most of my life studying for a freaking exam that does not help with shit!
last night was not a very productive night. I thought it felt productive but when you sit around and do nothing for a while, that productive mood seems to just disintegrate in thin air while you sluggishly lie there in the couch in front of your tv.
So no, I have not touched any work this week, i absolutely hate hate hate addmaths (can't wait to never see stupid numbers again) and i didn't get to finish my book!
annoyed annoyed annoyed.
Most of all i am just annoyed at the fact that my parents didn't tell me they're not going for service!! GARH. and now im wasting time ranting about things which probably no one in the world cares for.
great. JUST great.
Wednesday, 10 June 2009!
LAMENTED AT; 8:14 pm
HAPPY SEVENTEENTH HANNAH!!!!
It was an awesome 17th Birthday bash in the city. Hannah booked one of the rooms at a service apartment in the city. It was so comfortable. A comfy lounge and a kitchen with two rooms to run around and go crazy. ;)
I met up with Hannah and Brian at the hotel so I could dump my big bag of stuff. Then Brian drove us to klcc where we met up with the others to watch 17 Again.
ZAC EFFRON IS SEXY!!
(Almost as sexy as Robin. Like duh. xD)
ANYWAY, definitely a must watch. The movie was actually so-so, but the boy made the movie worth watching.
Then Trish, Fiona, Eli, Sandra, Hannah and I walked back to the hotel. It rained so we couldn't swim. We blasted Britney Spears and got ready to go for dinner.
Hannah's party theme was
Little Black Dress with a splash of colour. The twist was that all of us were given a colour we'd never or hardly used. And your's truly got pink!! Which was by far the worst colour to give me cause I have absolutely every colour accessory except pink.
Anyways, I will do my tags tonight when I feel less like a big fat lazy sloth. The parents are having people over again, So i guess i will give up on all hope on a healthy diet during the holidays. Sigh, another resolution completely blown into little powdery pieces.
And on top of that, I also
FINALLY got around to baking some cookies. They're awesome cause they're low fat
(seriously, like 1/4 cups of butter) but then again, eating like 5 or 6 cookies probably won't count as good calorie control.
And yay! another achievement today. I drove all the way to Taman Melawati and back. muahahaa. Even though i got honked at a couple of times, I'd say it's a pretty good start for my second lesson. =D
So watch out drivers of the world! Su-Yen's coming.
Be afraid..
Be VERY afraid.....
Thursday, 4 June 2009!
LAMENTED AT; 9:24 pm
So here's to clear the air about the age old question...
WHY CHOCOLATE COATED BATTERY!?!?!
The question has probably haunted some of you deep thinkers out there. And fear not, because if you haven't thought of this question, I'm not implying you are any less deep than you probably are. ;D it's actually a pretty funny story actually...
(grandma story coming up. beware. ) So my blog's about say, 2 or 3 years old? Anyway, what you all probably didn't know was that 2 or 3 years ago, I was battlling acne. The gigantic disgusting spots of my face would not go away! At this time, i was also thinking of starting a blog, after many whispers in the assembly line about how cool blogspot is and etc.
After much depression about my acne problem, i decided to go see a dermatologist (for pills). And while waiting on the not so comfy black chairs in the waiting room, i picked up a few magazines. It so happened to be
CLEO's bachelor issue or something like that. And all the preppy bachelors were being interviewed.
'So, Jason Chan, what is life to you?'
'I think life's like a sugar coated battery. It's bitter and sweet at the same time and you learn to love it that way.'
At that point i looked up, swerved the idea in my head for a few seconds and then made a connection...
My blog should be about life.
Life is bitter sweet.
Bitter sweet like a...
chocolate coated battery.
So,
HURRAAHH!! my blog was born. :DD
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