heart.
Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Friday, 3 April 2009!
LAMENTED AT; 10:23 pm
Spare me a Minute
Have you ever wondered why we bother writing down our thoughts and daily happenings in our lives on this little peace of blank white space?
Or have you ever wondered why people suffer and track through mud and go through so much just to be happy?
What if happiness was a state of mind? then wouldn't going through all that pain not be worth the end result? Why can't we all just be happy to begin with and not have hard times remind us that we actually are?
Why do we do this to ourselves? Knowing the outcome might or might not be good?
& have you ever felt so confined in a small corner that you know you're bursting to come out but just can't do it? That for the life of you, you're just trapped and nothing you do seems to be working?
Or have you ever had immense blind faith in something that when people tell you it's good to question it to reassure yourself, you just don't do it because well- you CHOOSE to have immense blind faith in something and reasoning with that wouldn't be immense blind faith anymore.
What if in the world, there were no rights and wrongs? And the only answer to all the questions were to just accept BOTH the "rights" and "wrongs"? To understand that both are keeping the delicate balance in a situation with us pushing against it making it unstable?
Have you ever felt like you don't know why you are emotionally attached to a person even though you have absolutely no reason to be?
Or maybe felt like everything in your life is mediocre and that everything you feel is completely surreal and that maybe you might just be making all of it up by yourself with the hope of self pity.
have you ever wondered why we even bother since one day, the world we live in will be reduced to absolutely nothing. All the architecture, history, art, philosophy on earth will one day be completely destroyed in just a blink of the eye? What makes us so sure we'll last forever?
Has it ever occurred to you that at this very second, someone somewhere in the world might be thinking the EXACT same thing as you?
And have you wondered if anyone will one day understand exactly what you're going through and if you'd ever get to meet this person someday, have coffee and chat. What are the odds of you MEETING that person and that person speaking the language you're speaking right now?
What are the odds of that huh? (;
Yeah.
I'm tired, i know.
love. <3
