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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.

Well, before the holidays, I made a vow to never complain about being bored.

And I'm not!

Instead, I find myself racking my brain for something constructive and useful during the long break.


Bake?
I don't want to eat the results and get fat!!


Figure out guitar?
ugh. Then I'd need to practice!! im just too much of a sloth to do that right now.



and and, not forgetting the vow i made to read at least 10 books by the end of the year. (3 down, 7 more to go, any recommendations?)

And now I'm so groggy and grumpy because I stayed up till 4 finishing the amber spyglass, which is btw, one of the best books I've ever read. And it also happens to be one of the only two books I've cried for after reading. YES, I think it is that good.

If Xiaoyun has her Rob, and WH has his Lyra, Then I'm going to have my Zane. Who i've bet no one's heard of unless they've read the Uglies/Pretties/Specials/Extras books by Scott Westerfeld. & in case you're bored at home, YOU SHOULD READ IT!!! YOU SO SHOULD!! And no, it isn't chic lit. it's a delicate balance between fic/action/and hints of chic lit.

AHHH. but to no avail to the former plans. sighh*

I will think of my holiday plans. soon. (:

Every year I have a song for myself. The song reminds me of a time when things used to be a certain way. The way it made me feel at that time comes rushing back, and I just can't help but wonder if I'd ever get to feel like that ever again.

The songs I've thought about are so personal, that they don't feel like songs anymore. They're moods now, and their bittersweet.

We've all changed so much, and it's so scary! from insecure gawky 13 year olds, we've discovered who we are on the dusty road to growing up. Even if we've felt awful and hurt on the way there, we were never alone. (:

So I thought I'd post some pictures. because they are worth a thousand words and they speak for themselves.

Because I have officially finished a total of 14 hours of an extremely HARD CORE Physics and addmaths Seminar and have also lived to tell the tale.


The seminar was at KDU College and was facilitated by Sunny Yee. And, it's no use hiding! I know tons of you successfully convinced your parents not to take you there! ;P But it was great, factorizing out I spent about 14 hours over the course of two days on those two subjects with only one break in between each 7 hour stretch.


It was madness and I don't know how I survived!




Okay fine. Honestly, I thought the seminar was really good. The physics was really well explained. It was in depth and he did actually explain WHY it all went that way. Stuff like HOW the formulas were derived and all. Something Mr. Chin wouldn't be able to do in his mad quest for finishing off his planned work for the day. (:


This is why I do wish I listened more. Sam and I ended up stoning 2 hours of the physics class away! It was so hard paying attention after 3 and a half hours of addmaths in the morning. Sighh.



And the best thing is, It made up for about a month and three quaters worth of tuition time I would usually take altogether. ;D

I feel like being alone and huddling under the covers of my comfy bed and drifting into a world of my own. I want to pretend for once that nothing matters and find that little part in me which is holding on to my optimism. Damn, I sure do miss it a lot. It's not gone completely but it's died down considerably.



Sometimes I feel like an introvert. nothing wrong with that eh? (:

And I'm not about to be soppy and be pathetic cause I'm not. Things are the way it is and I'm happy with it being that way. No fuss needed. And more than anything, I think i really do.

Don't worry! I'm not emo, just thinking. =)

Oh no!

I'm red and blochy and it's all my fault!

So what? i didnt have time to look at the mirror at all today. So you know I very confidently brushed off various comments about how red I was. Suuureee. me being red is so of the norm, no? After all, I've been purple before!

HAHA. Then I came home and looked into the mirror and freaked! I am a blochy red monster! GARRRH.

And if you're expecting a picture of my ugly red blochiness, you can just forget about it. because I know I'm vain and I won't take a picture of my ugly red-ness for kicks. Ohhh no.

But other than being red and blochy by appearence, it is kinda entertaining lah. For starters, I laugh evertime I look into a shiny surface. =D

I've also sprained my ankle which now leaves the sprain count approximately 6 times or so in my four years of my teenage life. AGghhh. But the wonderful thing is that i'm so used to it that it heals really fast too. It sprains fast and heals fast. I'm not sure if that's a plus or not.


i can't can't can't wait till the holidays! YAY! =D


blablabla lalala blablabla do da.
till next time. ;D