heart.
Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Thursday, 3 July 2008!
LAMENTED AT; 10:57 pm
And here it goes.
HAHA,
i have nothing to write. :D Technically, I've been anticipating this blog post for a long time, but i haven't really got the chance to actually post it. When you can't find anything to blog about,
blog about how you don't have anything to blog about!Sri Garden's IU wasn't bad. In fact, I think it was kinda fun. Sure it was a little weird going back somewhere you didn't really have a good time at, but I guess we all have to stop living in the past soon. And the past is the past. Back then I was uh. well, nevermind. And did I mention how much the school's changed? okay, maybe not the whole thing, I never got to see the inside much. But the canteen is like
whooaa!!! It's a freakin
mini foodcourt! complete with those colourful McD chairs. :DD
Right now, I'm just so thankful that I've got that spare 1 hour and 45 mins or prep after school. I manage to finish all my homework and at the same time catch up with people
(Not to mention, eat in class. xP). But yeah, good quality time with your friends is hard to get by especially if you're dumped in a school with smarties. Which makes me wonder again how I'm even here. Oh well, any thing's better than going to a girl's school right? Not that I have any qualms with that, just personal preference.
And apologies for being a little
anti-social these past few days. They've been sorta up and down, for particular reasons. Nothing I can't handle though. And thanks to the people who've noticed and cheered me up. Don't know what I'd do without you guys. (:
This year's been so full of change. I guess the thing I've had to deal most with is not having familiar people around me anymore. It's hard, cause I'm a people pleaser so when I drift from someone I'm close to, I start blaming myself. But eventually, you sorta learn to
let go and have faith that the friendships you made back then will last even though you don't see them very often. And it's also useful to
try to
look forward to things. If you keep looking back at the past,
you'll miss the good things right in front of you. And believe me, that is one thing you don't wanna screw up.
Do I regret it?
I've finally decided I don't.
because if I did back then, things wouldn't be the same.
'm happy with where I am now, and no matter whSo here's to one of my more personal posts!
may they
resurface once in a while, so you don't forget who
Su-Yen is. (:
loves. <3at happens, I'll be fine.
