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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.

I hate to say this.. But i have... into Edward Cullen's expected trap. Expected because he's not the first fictional character I've ooh-ed and ahh-ed about. He comes second to Zane in 'Pretties'. fiinnee, maybe i don't have much resistance to temptation, and it's my fault for getting started. but aghh. Man, I hate fictional characters whom are soo soo perfect.




Edward makes me so emo. emo emo emo. I could keep going, but it seems like a sad thing to be obsessed about.


My fault also for being so attached to emotions and feelings in general. It's useful for relating with people, but sometimes, It just gets me so wound out about how they feel if this and that happened. That is why, I avoid intense and deep books which describe every single feeling and rush. Twilight being the perfect example, along with the whole uglies/pretties/specials series.

And as hard as it is to believe this is even affecting me so much, I can't help but ever wonder if i'll ever find someone like that. Sure, there are candidates, (gosh, now it sounds like i'm picking a politician. xD) But like I said, I'm in denial a lot of times and I can't handle the mental strain it would potentially bring me. Or could I?
There are just so many things I'd like to talk about, or share.. But i can't help but feel that this year, I've been boxed up and can not explain how i feel to anyone. There's not security blanket anymore. Maybe that's just what I'm looking for. A security blanket.
Ugh. Enough thoughts, but damn, sometimes you just need to let it all out. and now its here in my very public blog. whooppee. x)

My tre important #1 advice to all of you out there..

Don't read any books or watch any movies with anything to do with love, if you think you are deprived of it for now. Be warned! and be patient. I still have faith that one day it'll come, to everyone of us. =)