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She has a million things to say but has writer's block most of the time.




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Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.

This post was due on friday. However, due to some unfortunate circumstances, I have dragged it on till today. And unfortunate I mean like, really BAD KARMA. Of all days, my computer had to decide it didn't like my keyboard and just not let it work. BOOOOOHH =( So yeah, I'm pretty much stuck here using my mum's laptop.



So many things I want to write, but i really can't find the words to describe everything.

I know it's only form3 and all, but it still is very shattering to realise that next year, things WON'T be the same as they were. And it'll never be like that ever again. O.O


Have you ever wondered?






what if we're oblivious to this fact? Or worst still... Know it but just can't pluck up the courage to speak again. I mean, it's a really really scary thought that,- After all the promises of staying together and staying friends, it could all be forgotten. And it's only a matter of time.

Suuuurreee, they say you loose and make friends along the way. And it's proven to be less painful than it actually sounds. I guess you won't feel what your missing so much if you've found a replacement.

xxxx

They say with age comes experience, and with experience comes wisdom. BAH.

This year wasn't any different, and it is the best year I've had since i turned 13. =D



I've learnt that company doesn't always mean security. I've learn't to except myself for things I am and are not. I've learnt that being alone doesn't have to be lonely. I've learned that God is the only person you can put your full trust into. I've learned that kept secrets won't eat you up and digest you alive. I've learnt that trust is vital in any kind of relationship. And lastly, I've learned that no one is perfect and deep down inside, we all just want to fit in, love and BE loved in return. nothin to it really. =)




So, my heartfelt thankyou's to people who've helped me through sour and sweet this whole year... (I know, you've probably read this a thousand times but wtheck, I just NEED to say it. (:) In random order of course. I also give you permission to skip to your name. comeeonnnn, you know you waaannnnaaa.. =P

The girls I've come to love...

SueAnn
charrrliiiiiiiieeeeeeeee

I simply lovelovelovelovelove you to bits and pieces and little bone fragments! You really are my happy pills and keep me sane when I go insane. You give me clear perspective of things and funny scenarios to make me laugh. I've always known I can trust you with anything, and I love you for it! Together we're a package and we'll always be a package no matter how many miles we are apart.

JoJoLim
stick-ish bunnie

You're the strong woman who can take a challenge straight on head first. I love hearing your jokes and hearing your laugh all the way across the room. If there were more of you around, the world would deffinately me a better place. How you can help people with their problems even though you have yours too. I know its been a little tough this year with all the emofying problems but you've got through it, and I'll always be here for you!

Xiaoyun
chili padi

AKA the random red dot flying around the netball court. heee, the sun loves you darlinh, and so do I! I can relate really well with you and you understand how I feel. Thank you for being there to hear my rants and just give me a neutral opinion on everything. You the bomb man! Don't ever have to worry about what people say because it's impssible to impress everyone. Muahmuah.

Graciieela
Boobylicious sexay

My purple loving buddy who has complete opposite taste in music as me. hee, our differences are what brings us together. =) Thankyou for being the headstrong rock this year and reinforcing the term "I don't needa man!"to all of us. and an additional thankyou for giving me huge tips on how to get a guy without being obvious. ;) It's okay if no one understands this part. =D

KengYee
generoussamaritan

My wonderfull atas pagar friend who gives the most down to earth advice on so many things. thank you for sharing your food with all of us and even being so generous with everything you have. I love you for your kengyee-ness and your witty take on things, screams in class, and even magnetism to all things chocolate.I wish i had your art skills and your way of blogging that keeps everyone awake and happy! we need to go out more dummy!! =D

ZhengErn
smartass future doctor

The brain of the class and the constant name you hear in the morning being shouted out. "ZHEENNGG! BORROW YOUR SEJARAH CAAN??" you smart woman with the amazing brain complete with the boyfriend whom everyone drools on. w do you do it woman!? thank you for lending me your homework and even laughing along with me when i crack my lame jokes. hehehahahahehehehahaha

ChengYee
The hot-ness

The very matured woman who really knows how to make people laugh. your laugh is super infectious and you understand what it means to love and be loved back. *clapclapclap* Your cool-ness makes everyone go wow and you throw the best party ever! :D

SinYein
fairest of them all

The bubbly smilling person I see at the other end of the corridoor everyday. you light up my world from every angle and school just isn't complete without you!

AlyssaRachel
mdmfriendly

You make everyone feel comfortable and are happy no matter what and make me feel happy whatever time of day it is. love you to bits you multi-talented volleybal/netball person! =D

and the guys I've come to love too. =D
(random order too. ;))

RyanTP
tennis ball biceps

My fellow only child who can relate to whatever I'm feeling when I feel different. Your a super wonderfull guy whom everyone loves to talk to and your football skills are the bomb!!I know you think alot about things and you the super considerate guy! thank you for brightening up my life. =D

JoshChan
Goldfish from the supersports planet!

Takes a while to get used to your sarcasm and perasan-ness but when it comes down to it, I know your heart's always in the right place. Thank you for filling up my inbox and also teman-ing me through the boring-est of times. It's nice to know a guy who has the same oppinion as me on so many things. :)

Tim Tai
future James Blunt

Your singing is just hillarious and your jokes super lame. thankyou for being the disruption in class and for you witty comments during class to make stupid subjects bearable.

MarkWill
laugh till your head pops guy

we all love mark!! including me too. Thankyou mark for you lamelamelame jokes and comments that keep everyone in stitches the whole time. You're also my science lab buddy who sleeps in class and still gets the same marks and me.( I still haven't forgiven you for that. =P ) Your jst the super nice guy whose just super nice. No other way to describe him I'm afraid. =)

JianHua
MrChan with the uncountable wives

JianHua the pimp with the nice house! thankyou for buying me diamond ring and making me your wife. =D A very nice person to begin with and you understand us girls. ^^

JunChuen
praying mantice

A guy i feel comfortable with. I miss you in K class and miss your constant jokes and smartelek comments which makes everyone crack up. Thankyou for your praying mantice faces and all the conversations we've had talking bout crap.

Lionel
tallstick!

Your someone I like talking to and can relate really easily with. We have been through a fair bit before, but that's the past. Thankyou for lending an ear when I have problems and for all the good times. And just so you know, I still do like talking to you. =D

XianWei
"whose my sexaaayyy!?"

The sensitive cook who has a big interest in politics, hormones and cooking. You're not what you seem and i know deep deep deep down inside there is someone who is grounded and knows what your priorities are. Thankyou for cooking great chocolate cake and sharing it with all of us. =D And well, you know, you'll always be xianwei and thats just fine with me. ^^


WySean
the quiet

you're super quiet lah! but much better this year. Even though your always quietly in the background, you'll always be part of one big happy famil. We all like you for you and don't let the world get you down!

XXXXXXXX

I'm finally done! whoooott. I know lah, it may sound sappy, but I wouldn't waste so much time writting something i don't mean. So yeah, thats how i really feel bout all ya'll. Since i've spent so much time writting this post, i'll just end it here.