heart.
Hello people,
My name is Su-Yen.
Or I could also be Yennie or Yen.
I am seventeen going on a hundred.
I like long walks and country sides.
I like the smell of rain and trees.
This is my blog, Though I'm not sure what it's actually for.
Maybe I want attention. Like yay! x)
No seriously, maybe I do.
Tuesday, 28 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 8:31 am
Happy belated 100'th post!
YEAAHH.. I never would have thought my blog would make it to it's 100th post. Okay, now maybe 103rd,
(including old blog which is cacated) cause i didn't really check until today. I can't believe it's still alive.
But yay me! xD
Results are out, and I'm happy to say that it went
OKAY. not terrific, but not horrible either. Thank God! literally. let me say it again... Thank you
Jesus! =)
But you know, there isn't anything to blog about today. I thought I'd just make an appearence. heee. Oh, I have 2 reasons to be depressed. Ahem*
1) I cant go to XiaoYun's sleepover. everyone say it with me.
NOOOOOOOOOOO!! My parents just had to have a
Merdeka party. siggggh.. ='( ='(
2) As of next week it's back to
the front way *que jaws theme song*. ='( x 10000000000000000000000000000. So heart breaking lah. Seriously going the front way really really deflates your ego. It's so quiet and sad there.
P.S: STILL LOOKING FOR CARPOOL HOME!!!! anyone help? =(
Saturday, 25 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 11:49 am
Prior to what you all think, I have no life and actually like being tagged. :)
So excusemua.
I got tagged by my darlinh XiaoYun. =D
Name 20 persons you can think of, do this survey, and tag 5 people:
1)Sue Ann
2)Xiao Yun
3)Josh Chan
4)Philip
5)Jun Chuen
6)Keng Yee
7)Jojo
8)Jon Ng
9)Jon yap
10)Nick
11)Yenli
12)Tim Tai
13)Grace
14)AlyssaRach
15)Hannah
16)Mark Will
17)Lionel
18)Shammie
19)Wai Hwa
20)Jian hua
Questions:
1. How did you meet #14(AlyssaRach) ?
Randomly here and there. But much better this year, NETBALL! and 3L. ^^
2. What would you do if you hadn't met #1(Sue Ann) ?
I would run ammock and cry my eyes out, probably tell the world my secrets too, because she's my secret dispensary.
3. What would you do if #20 (Jian Hua) and #9 (Jon Yap) dated?
Jian Hua cheat on me again?!!! T.T
4. Would #6 (Keng Yee) and #17 (Lionel) make a good couple?
HAHAHAHAHHAAA. I don't reckon so. ;)
5. Describe #3 (JoshChan).
Fish Lips from the super sports planet!
6. Do you think #8 (JonNg) is attractive? Like duh, why else am I eloping with him? *shhh*
7. Tell me something about #7 (JoJo).
She's the nicest person I've ever met.
8. Do you know anything about #12 (Tim Tai)?
Oh yeah, A sufficient ammount.
9. What is #1 (Sue Ann)'s favourite food?
Uh, SUSHI? O.o
10. What will you do if #11 (Yenli) confesses that he/she likes you?
I would jump up and down and scream for happiness
11. What language does #15 (Hannah) speak? English, and FRENCH. She uses it to seduce people. :P
12. Who is #9 (Jon Yap) going out with?
No one I can think of. o.o
13. How old is #16 (MarkWill) ?
He wishes he was younger.
14. When is the last time you talked to #13 (Grace) ?
At school. =(
15. Who's #2's (XiaoYun) favorite singer ?
She likes alot of singers. Taylor Swift!
16. Would you date #4 (Philip) ?
You won't tell anyone right? o.o
17. Would you date #7 (Jojo)?
I can't, I don't wnana get slaughtered.
18. Is #15 (Hannah) single?
Yes, the last time i checked. She thinks she can be single till she's 18. SHEAH right!
19. What is #10's (Nick) last name?
LIM
20. Would you consider being in a relationship with #19 (Waihwa)?
whoa, I have no comment. ;)
21. What school does #16 (Markwill) go to?
Wesley Methodist .
22. Where does #6 (Keng Yee) live?
Tropicana!
23. What is your favourite thing about #5 (JunChuen)?
He knows how to make people laugh.
24. What do you think about #13 (Grace)?
She's the bombest of the bomb. love her. =)
25. What do #4 (philip) and #18 (Shammie) have in common?
They both from church! which is freaky, cause their the only ones from there. O.O
26. What special qualities does #5 (JunChuen) have ?
His football skills.
And i tag whoever wants to do it. Because everyone has already been tagged as far as I'm concerned. ^^
Oh, I got the Taman negara piccies from Xiaoyun! now i can bombared you all with them. ^^
Take #1. The bug. XD sorry its so fuzzy :p
This is our cubicle. scared?Imagine peeing in it!
i don't know how the person put it up there! But that was really really grose.
That was common area outside the cubicles!
And now, our desperate attempts to camwhore. ^^
Toodles! =D
Thursday, 23 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 3:25 am
I'm back!
And no, I didn't get bitten by a leech. =D phew.
Taman negara was okay lah... I was very optimistic about it, but it was a bit of a letdown i suppose. The activities were so not well planned and we ended up having to wait a LOOOONG time to do stuff, like EAT!! and eating was very important, since we burnt so much so fast.. >< size="4">
ASSHOLE of a trainer there. T.T
AND YES, I AM STILL FUMING MAD ABOUT HIM!!!!Warning! ranting ahead. =X Don't read if you don't like ranting. ;)
He is such a ****. The only person I've ever felt like swearing at in my life. And that, is already a big deal coz i hardly loose my temper. Please lah, he pointed his fingers and called me a liar in front of everyone. I jsut got so pissed. Even with the freakin mindmaps lah please, he didn't even read ours and said it lacked quote lateral thinking unquote. stupid idiot. he should go die lah.
And then after Mr Gobi talked to him about the whole thing, ( I'm sure he did) He put his arm around me and said "Sorry for being too harsh on you the other day. " MY GOSH lah, seriously, TOO HARSH?? what the hell is his problem???!! he should even be saying all that in the first place. Then he sucked up more to me by getting my drink that night, and the next morning he 'praised' my rainforest essay. Which was, btw, not even worth commendable! it was all crap. I said that lack of trees causes lack of oxygen which makes students fal asleep in class which lowers the intellectual standard. how dum is that? T.T yeah, and i know for a fact he changed my marks. At first he gave me a 50 or something. then he changed it to 70. I was suprised but I ended up crying halfway through the stupid seminar.
I hope you didn't read that. Lol. There was much more I tell you, but I'm in the process of mind wipping his ugly face and his ugly eyes and his huge port belly away from my mind.
My darling SueAnn also fell very sick on the first night. I mean very. She had rashes which spread to her neck and made her lips swallen. Then she almost collapsed on Cheng Yee and couldn't really breathe. Drama I tell you. ><> showering when hannah and I got back!
But she got better. Again there were some speed bumps *cough ugly man cough goh* but somehow or rather she got better and life went on.
Whoa I tell you arh, our whole resort was plagued by wasp-like-things on the last night! At first it started with a few on the floor, then when we stepped out of the dorm, they were EVERYWHERE. I mean on the floor mostly, but still. everywhere you stepped there were some moving wasps n the ground. so freaky man. They were literally just scattered on the floor like sand.
It was even in our bathrooms and cubicles. So we all couldn't pee or shit or shower in peace. Especially shower. Imagine some flying thing attacking you while ur not wearing anything. O.O
I'll post pictures when Xiaoyun give'th me the pictures. :D
OH, and the last day was FUN! we jungle tracked up, then we took the canopy walk which was really really cool. It was like a bridge substanded in mid air and you could see the tree tops and not the ground. and the bridge rocked alot so at times it was a little freaky.
Then we took a boat back down. Hannah and I got so soaked! blame Zhuo Wei and Pui Ting! They had an endless water war which made the people at the back (hannah and I) totally soaked. it was like a shower. I tell you arrh, by the time we got back, we looked like we had swam in the river instead of crossing it. It was even so bad that the boat dude had to scoop out the water halfway through the trip. if not i swear we would've sinked. :p
So yeah, that was that. Minus all the mishaps, i think we all had a great time.
Nah, not the seminars and activities, but I liked bonding with my favourite-es buddies of all time. love you to bits and pieces. XiaoYun, SueAnn, Hannah, ChengYee, and Alyssa!
Sunday, 19 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 1:31 pm
But then again...
Boy: But i don't want to!
Counsellor: But it'll make you feel better. Let go of your anger and your hurt, it's not worth the torture.
Boy: But I don't want to!
Counsellor: if you do, I promise you'll be happier.
Boy: What if I DON'T want to be happy? What if I want to be depressed?
Counsellor: Okay then, be depressed if that makes you happy.
Oxymoron, no?
Now Actually, quite on the contrary.
In a nutshell
(in other words, kesimpulannya)Happyness is a state of mind and not a feeling. Kinda like joy, you could be sad but still joyful.
Think about it? Yeah you can guess, im feeling emo again. BAD BAD BAD. i should not be feeling emo.
life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great
life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great
life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great life is great .
My tuition is cancelled and i can sleep in tomorrow. I am simply bloated and an okay size and
I am happy.
yeap. Omygosh, i don't want to go back the front way!! I dont I dont I dont. I really really don't. =( ahk, i hope tasdeeqa decides to be a home maker.
Pllleeeasssee God!! p.s: anyone living around my area? carpool needed!! desperately.
Friday, 17 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 5:55 pm
Joy to the world! Trials are over.
Now the 15 year old
bloggersphere can slowly but surely revive itself. ;) and I for one, am going to be one of the first few to taste the wonderful sensation of
FREEDOM!!!
no need having to
study for hours, or
feeling guilty during the times I don't study, or even looking at the friggin sejarah book!
sigh* I can still here you skeptics readings this saying,
"ITS JUST TRIALS LAHH"
Well, easy to say! with the pressures in society nowadays, we all could be super geniuses and still be called average.
toooooi.Anyways, I'll just hope for the best and hope i
i Don't screw up Geo, Bm and maths. do reasonably well. ^^ But there's a tad bit of a speed bump though.
I don't mean to sound like a complete
Teeny Bopper, but...
GWEN STEPHANI IS COMING TO MALAYSIA!!
now, this peice of info you probably already know. Lyk duh, it's plastered all over every possible media already.
But but but, to everyone's horror,
there will be NO jumping, screaming, talking, interacting, and socialising with the audience whatsoever.While we're at it, why don't we put in some extra rules:
NO breathing, NO singing, NO hitting high C's, NO obscure dance moves, (wth, lets just forbid dancing), NO laughing, NO crying, NO whatever.
and the dress rules,
NO skirts above your knees, off the shoulder tops, low cut jeans, gorgeous stilettos, tubes, spaghetti straps, halters, and mid drifts.
SIMPLY
NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO
GEEESEE, why don't we just cancel the whole concert???!! =.="
People pay money to get entertained, but you know what, banning all these things doesn't make the country a better place. Okay lah, I agree that many celebrities use this opportunity to use sexual appearences as a crowd-pleaser. But i mean, the no interaction with the crowds? T.T
Go die lah.The
Singaporeans thought it was okay, and even mother and daughter parties came to watch the concert together. They all thought it was harmless fun. But sadly, some sad people over here had to go make a big fuss out of it. No wonder
Mariah Carey wore jeans and a t-shirt for her concert! She must have given up trying to please the protesters.
Everyone might as well just wear a tudung for heavens sake! Okay, now I'll stop ranting. Sorry, I just needed to get that out of my system. I read the star2 today and just got so annoyed. -.-"
And now, I've just lost all will to blog. :P
TOddlleees!
Monday, 6 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 1:35 pm
Of all things...
Cross out
one-essentric-thing-i-wish-to-do on my list! For those of you who are still not clear, it could probably mean something you don't expect to do in your life. Something like uh, getting pee-ed on, or knitting your own jumper or something like that.
So what
have i crossed out?
I have pushed a car!
Lol, at time like these, i wish I had taken pictures. But the bottom line is, well, i have. haha
This strange task came about when my uncles car couldn't work. Yeah, he was stuck in my house. So my kakak and grandma had to pull out some wires or some sort, to revive the engine. Kinda like how doctors use those
(what do you call them's??) to revive people with an electric current. Yeah, the one where they yell
"CLEAR!" and then you see a spark.
So yeah, My cousin, my kakak and I had to push the car out, and then back into my driveway. while my uncle sat in there steering. so
hillarious!! =D
But contrary to those of you who are hopeless kids and still watch cartoon network, pushing a car isn't all
that hard. It's actually pretty light. I'm serious!
i was so convinced that a car was so light that i considered putting my foot out to see if it would hurt if the car rolled over my toes.
woosha wooosha woosha.. PIANO EXAM IN 13 HOURS AND 2 MINUTES!!!
Stars fading but I linger on dear
Still craving your kiss,
I’m longin’ to linger till dawn dear
Just saying this
Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you
But in your dreams whatever they be
Dream a little dream of me
Have a good night everone! ^^
Friday, 3 August 2007!
LAMENTED AT; 12:07 pm
I feel comdemned to blog. Which is by the way, not a normal feeling for me especially at this period of time. =D
Everyone is dropping out of school!!!
One by one, we're all missing. that can only mean
one thing...
PIANO EXAMS ARE AROUND THE CORNER!
and the whole world is freaking out.
"At least you had time to practice, I have till Wednesday till my exam! and I Just started my thrid piece!"-KengYee
"I'm so freaked out! i kena marah by my piano teacher the other day. and it was my LAST lesson!!! My exam's tomorrow!!" -Graccielaa
"I'm gonnna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die! I know nuts about my appregios!"-SueAnn
A sign of worldwide panic much? =P
Starting with me, my piano exams are on
Monday.
Byyebyee school!But oh, I have had a wonderful idea! I'm gonna write all my scales on flash cards and jumble them up. Then it would be like a
real exam!
tralalalala.. =D Sometimes i wonder how i come up with such good ideas. no? :p
So back to the books! I've done enough slacking for today. Toodles!
It's not that I don't care,
it's just that I dont wanna get involved.
I can't say I'm all righteous either,
Cause, I admit, I have said things i shouldn't say.
I'm just sorry for not being there when i should.
Ummiiiee!
xxx